Author of LGBTQIA+ speculative fiction and poetry in English and Esperanto. Emeritus teacher of scientific writing. Lover of natural history. SFWA Secretary. (he/him)
I’ve always been partial to non-fiction accounts of spies and espionage. I picked up Gorden Corera’s The Spy in the Archive and found it readable and informative, though with certain deficits.
Vasili Mitrokhin was a retired KGB colonel who spent most of his career as an archivist first in the Lubyanka and then, when KGB expanded to a new building, Yasenevo. He was the one tasked with moving the files β some 300,000 of them from one building to another. This gave him unique access to many of the KGB’s most closely guarded secrets.
The book dwells on Mitrokhin’s motives for defecting. Mitrokhin had become disaffected with the Soviet system, but was always guarded about his own history. The book provides what evidence is available and tries not to speculate overmuch. But the result is a bit unsatisfying since so little is really known.
What he specifically targeted was the “cheka” system of secret police using informers to maintain ideological compliance. Although the Russian intelligence service has changed its name from Tsarist then Bolshevik then Soviet then Russian times, it’s culturally the same. Now wielded by Vladimir Putin, although the individuals have changed, the practices have not.
Mitrokhin used his unique access to take notes about tens of thousands of files and to sneak them out hidden in his shoes. He spent years assembling the notes into a highly compressed form until he retired in 1984. He made approaches first to the Americans, who rejected him, and then turned to the British. Eventually the British brought him and his family in. The revelations contained in his notes shook the foundations of the intelligence community around the world.
Mitrokhin had seemingly been unhappy with his life and career. He was not much happier after his defection. He was frustrated with his efforts to publish and publicize his work. He passed away in 2004, still fighting to get his vision out.
The book, which intersperses the sketchy personal history of Mitrokhin with the events of his defection and some history of the origins of Soviet intelligence service and its practices during the Cold War, often felt a bit jumbled to me. But Mitrokhin is an interesting, if mysterious, historical figure and I enjoyed learning more.
The 2026 Nebula Awards Conference was fantastic. I attended with my brother Phil. I had driven in a few days ago and spent several days with him before we traveled together to the conference. At the conference, I had only minimal obligations so I could spend most of my time attending the programming and hanging out with Phil. It was equal parts relaxing, interesting, and inspiring. It makes me want to get home so I can start spending more time writing.
The conference was held in the O’hare Crowne Plaza in Rosemont, near Chicago. The hotel was comfortable. There were a lot of stairs, but ramps had been constructed to allow bypassing them in a number of places. There wasn’t really any comfortable place to hang out outdoors at the hotel, which was a little annoying to me since I need to take my meals outdoors to unmask to eat. Phil and I found a “garden patio” which, although it didn’t have any seating, did have a small section of halfwall where we could sit to eat.
There was also an “entertainment district” only 0.3 miles away with a bunch of restaurants with outdoor seating. We visited several times. Crust Brewing, a brewpub had really good thin crust pizza and Fat Rosies served excellent margaritas. There were several other places that looked amazing too. But it was a little too far away to get there and back between program events, so we could only go there a few times.
On Wednesday, I spent the entire day attending a SFWA Board Retreat and Meeting. I spent the entire day taking careful notes of the meeting. I never fail to be impressed by the insight and varied perspectives that our board members bring to the issues. I can confidently say that it’s the best board I’ve ever served on.
On Thursday, the conference proper began and I attended two panels and served on a third. Historical Perspective: the Evolving world in SFF brought Joe Haldeman and Jonathan Brazee, moderated by Dean Wells to discuss the phases of development of speculative fiction. Anthony Eichenlaub moderated a panel with Greg Kasavin, a Nebula finalist to discuss the role of worldbuilding and story in creating engaging games. Finally, I served on an Ask the SFWA Board panel where we introduced ourselves to the membership and let people ask us questions.
On Thursday evening, we attended a reception to recognize volunteers. The president called up each volunteer to receive a surferticket and gave people an opportunity to make a brief statement. She asked me to say something that people didn’t know about me, so I said, “Mi parolas Esperanton.” A guy heard me and found me after the reception to talk about Esperanto. He’d started learning and was excited to hear I had some books of Esperanto haiku in the book service.
On Friday, I attended three panels. The first was about diverse sexuality in worldbuilding for speculative romance with Cecilia Tan and Somto Ihezue, moderated by Jennifer R. Povey. Then Ben Francisco, Michael Solis, Charlie Jane Anders and Gabrielle Byrne talked about creating characters that are outsiders. An interesting distinction that they made was between characters that are new outsiders: still trying to understand how and why they don’t fit in, versus old outsiders, who are only too aware of the rules and made have developed strategies to conceal themselves or pass. A particular treat was a reading of speculative short plays with Alex Kingsley, Mary Robinette Kowal, Russell Davis, Jordan Kurella, Curtis Chen, and David Levine. These were amazing and a lot of fun.
The Grandmaster this year was NK Jemisin who had an hour and a half slot to offer a crash course in creating compelling characters. Instead of presenting, she simply used the entire period for Q&A. I’ll admit was a little disappointed at first to not have a presentation, but SFWA members ask great questions and her responses were insightful and interesting.
In the evening, I got to help with a reception for the Nebula finalists. Each finalist was invited to walk down a purple carpet to receive a certificate, get photographed, and then receive a pin from one of the Board members. In this way, everyone could recognize who the finalists were for the rest of the event.
After the Nebula finalist reception, there was an autographing event with a few VIPs and a bunch of the rest of us. I was seated between Anthony Eichenlaub and Somto Ihezue. I brought some giveaways and a few people took zines, ribbons, and stickers. One brave person ran the Makasete DNA Analysis Tool to fill out their percent human DNA for a ribbon.
A few people even brought me books to sign! Philip bought a copy of A Familiar Problem and the guy who’d expressed interest in Esperanto the day earlier brought copies of Premitaj Floroj and senokulvitre. A bunch of people also brought their programs around and had everyone sign them. Jonathan Brazee, who was a Nebula finalist, brought his surferticket around for people to sign. My fountain pen got a good workout and I didn’t even squirt ink all over anyone.
The next morning, Phil and I attended a presentation by Anthea Sharp about how to be successful on Kickstarter. A lot of authors (and even some of the pro markets) are using Kickstarter to raise funds for projects. She had a bunch of guidelines for how to run your first, small kickstarter. How much to ask for, how long to run it, setting reasonable targets. I took a lot of notes. I might consider using it for a small project just as a test run.
We also attended a panel on speculative screenwriting for plays, comics, and audiodramas. I asked a question in this one: perhaps very basic, about how to structure scenes. I’ve never had any education about writing fiction: I’ve just read a lot of stuff. When I working to intersperse two timelines for The Ground Never Lies, I realized that I really wasn’t writing in scenes at all. I realized then that it was an obvious way I could probably punch up my writing a lot. Daryll Gregory answered my question and recommended a memo by David Mamet about how to heighten drama in scenes, which he shares on his website.
Once again, I was scheduled to play a small role in the Nebula Ceremony as a “floor escort” to lead people to the stage at the appropriate moment for their speaking roles. They called this role a “runner” last year, which I commented that I was willing to try as long as hobbling around with my stick was close enough to running. So they changed the name this year. They ran a rehearsal that gave every speaker and finalist the opportunity to practice making their entrance and exit from the stage. Cat Rambo, a former SFWA president, commented that the team was really nailing down the details to make sure the show would come off smoothly.
In the last evening, Philip and I dressed in our finery to attend nebula awards reception, banquet, and ceremony. At the reception, we mingled a little. Charlie Jane Anders noticed my airship pirate ribbon and, with unconcealed excitement, said she wanted one. I had left a few on the giveaways table, so I grabbed one and a sticker for her.
Phil and I separated when we entered the banquet and I was seated with members of the board. The servers were running a bit late with the food and I had only just been given my plate when I was summoned to start acting as a floor escort. I stuffed a couple of bites of food in my mouth and then was up hobbling around with my stick escorting people to the stage.
The ceremony was fantastic. Tananarive Due did a fabulous job as Toastmaster to warm up the crowd and serve as the master of ceremonies. NK Jemisin’s speech was really outstanding. I encourage everyone to watch it. It starts about 30 minutes in. Many of the other presentations are also excellent. SFWA people can write really well β as one might expect. People are generally overwhelmed when they win, which is charming to see. The ceremony ran for three hours. By the end, I was exhausted and went went straight to bed.
Phil and I departed early the next morning. We’d had a rough time with traffic driving in, so we slipped away right after breakfast to beat the rush. I’ll spend another day here with him and then start my long drive back to Massachusetts.
It was great to see everyone and I look forward to next year in Seattle. But I don’t think I’ll be driving to that one.
As May ends, I am enroute to the Nebula Awards Conference in Chicago. I am currently rusticating with my brother for a few days before we head up to Chicago on Tuesday. It should be a fun time.
I had originally planned to travel with my son too, by driving. Trapping him in a car to drive is a nice way to have long conversations, which we rarely seem to be able to do under normal circumstances. But this year, he had plans to attend another event and it didn’t work for us to travel together.
I like driving. I just wrote a post about taking the bus to avoid driving, but β in fact β being out on the open road is a pleasure for me. I really enjoy the feeling of flow: of having just enough engagement to keep me occupied, but not so much that I can’t let my mind wander and think about stuff.
It takes two pretty long days to drive here, but it’s a drive I’ve made many times before and it’s interesting to see the changes that have taken place over thirty years. Each time is a little different. This year, I took the northern route along the New York Thruway.
Gas prices were not as high as I might have feared. The highest prices I saw (in New York) were $4.78. The most I paid was $4.57. Prices were generally around $4.50, except in Indiana, where they have suspended the gasoline tax and the sales tax. I saw it for $3.82 at one place, and it was generally around $4.00. But it went right back up once I crossed the state line into Illinois.
Speaking of Indiana, I drove through the largest construction area I’ve ever seen in my life near Lebanon. It was an area that almost defies comprehension: 10,000 acres, or 16 square miles. It was immense. Evidently, Indiana has created a special regulatory/tax district called LEAP (Limitless Exploration/Advanced Pace) that is basically a scheme to enrich the extremely wealthy. The wealthy are incredibly happy to be enriched, so they’ve taken advantage of this opportunity and they seem to be building at least two gigantic projects, a $4.5 billion project for an Eli Lily “Medicine Foundry” and $10 Billion for a Meta data center.
I saw a lot of other interesting stuff on the way. There’s a place near Erie, Pennsylvania that has billboards for Big Woodie’s Fireworks. They sell not only fireworks but pepper spray, tasers, and swords. Nothing like enjoying fireworks with a nice squirt of pepper spray! Hoof Hearted Brewing sounded like place worth visiting: weird brews and weird artwork. I saw a car that had a bumper sticker that said “Serene Transportation” that was zipping frenetically in-and-out of traffic. And no trip would be complete without a stop at the Uranus Fudge Factory, which has to be the best name for a confectioner ever. “The best fudge comes from Uranus!”
Anyway, for two days, I can rest and visit with my brother in Champaign. We don’t have any particular plans, other than to write, take walks, and maybe drink some beer. It’s nice to visit with family.
Iβve been using the #vss365 and #flexvss hashtags to write fragments of a new Revin story that happens after the events of Revinβs Heart. These parts are set on Devishire.
Revin spent days exploring to draw up a #plan of the sewer. Returning, he was ambushed by the girls armed with sponges & buckets. While Tiny held his arms, they stripped him naked and β over vociferous protests β thoroughly washed him. “No More Stinky Boy!” they chanted.#flexvss
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 15, 2022
“The closest entrance to the #address is here,” Revin said, indicating the plan he’d painstakingly mapped out. “But it requires traversing this open plaza.” “What about this one?” Tiny asked. “That one,” Revin replied, consulting his notes, “Is inside the guard barracks.”#vss365
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 16, 2022
Revin stood at the discharge point of the sewer overlooking the sea at sunrise. He #scanned the sky until he spotted the airship standing off-and-on just over the horizon. Using his signaling mirror, he flashed until acknowledged & then he flashed a short message.#flexvss#scan
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 16, 2022
As Revin returned to the book repository, he saw a small #animal struggling in the effluent. Then he heard it whimper. “You’re not a rat!” he said, springing into the flow. He scooped it up, held it to his chest, and struggled back out. The puppy tried to lick his mouth.#vss365
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 17, 2022
Revin emerged from the sewer and, after one whiff, a cry went up from the girls. “We #Hate Stinky Boy!” they chanted going back for buckets & sponges. “It’s not my fault!” Revin pleaded, holding up the puppy. “Look!” “Wash first!” they said gagging & holding their noses.#flexvss
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 17, 2022
“You plan to #arm the girls?” Tiny asked. “As a precaution, yes,” Revin said. “Just in case. They should be prepared. And it will give them something to do.” “But who is going to train them?” she demanded. “Me?” “Bullshit! I was the infantryman. I’ll train them on spear.”#vss365
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 18, 2022
“Well met, #Master‘s Mate,” Grip said. Revin embraced him & made room for the elite marines that followed. “Just warning,” Revin said. “If you so much as crack a smile when you see the girls drilling, their sergeant will kick your ass.” Smiling did not seem to be a risk.#flexvss
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 18, 2022
Someone pounded on the door of the book repository. “Throw down your weapons and come out, and no #harm will come to you!” “Quickly!” Revin whispered. “Just like we trained!” The girls ran to the manhole and slid down, then ran along the ledge, deeper into the sewer.#flexvss
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 19, 2022
Revin couldn’t reliably make strong towlines, but he had found he could just keep trying. After four tries, he made one to the manhole cover so strong that nobody would be able to lift it. But it would only last while he maintained it. He settled down with Stinky to wait.#vss365
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 19, 2022
“The girls are away. When #do you want to make a run for it?” Grip said emerging from out of the gloom. Revin had noticed a couple of attempts to open the manhole cover and knew that, sooner or later, they’d come down another way to investigate. He stood up. “Let’s go!” #flexvss
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 20, 2022
After they emerged, Revin tapped on a door while Grip replaced the manhole cover. He then turned & was brought face-to-face with Rachel, his former fiancee. There was silence, but for the buzzing of #flies. “Sorry,” Revin said. “I didn’t get a chance to warn you both.”#vss365
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 20, 2022
There was a long, awkward silence, then Grip bowed low. “I’m #very pleased see you again, Milady,” he said. “No, Milord,” she replied, with a curtsy. “It is I who am pleased to see you.” “This is all very nice,” Revin said. “But if the guards see us, we’re screwed.”#flexvss
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 21, 2022
“We need to prepare enough #food for twenty,” Rachel said, rubbing her hands briskly. “I can help,” Grip said. “I’m used to preparing meals for a whole crew.” Rachel looked at Grip with surprise. Tiny nudged Revin. “Are the pyrotechnics cancelled? Or just postponed?”#vss365
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 21, 2022
Grip found potatoes, onions, carrots, and a big ham in the root cellar. Using these, he prepared a giant pot of potato stew. Emma and Dexy helped out, serving and carrying bowls and cups around. Revin was relegated to a corner to keep Stinky from getting under #foot.#vss365
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 22, 2022
As dinner was served, Grip brought a bowl for Revin & held Stinky while he ate. “How is #Will?” Revin asked around a mouthful of stew. Grip smiled. “He’s glad to be back aboard the Queen,” he said, scritching Stinky’s ears. “Politics is hard. Dirty. He needed a break.”#flexvss
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 22, 2022
Rachel approached and offered Revin something. “A collar & #lead? For Stinky? Thank you, Milady!” “Why did you name him that?” she asked, as he fastened the collar. “When I rescued him from the sewer, the girls said someone had to be named Stinky. It was him or me!”#vss365
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 23, 2022
Iβve been using the #vss365 and #flexvss hashtags to write fragments of a new Revin story that happens after the events of Revinβs Heart. These parts are set on Devishire.
Revin spent hours writing a detailed report for the Baron summarizing what they’d learned from questioning his brother. Then, while munching on a sandwich that Melody brought him, he did the laborious encryption, using the book they’d borrowed from Bess. #vss365#munch
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 10, 2022
Revin rolled the pages up, tied threads around to hold them shut, and tucked them into his sock.#OK. Now to drop this off,” he told the girls. In the darkness, Revin approached the park where the dead drop was supposed to be. “Wait!” someone said. “Come inside! Quick!”#flexvss
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 10, 2022
“We weren’t supposed to meet,” said the unfamiliar woman. “But they know about the dead-drop.” “Dead drop?” Revin said, playing dumb. “Oh. #Let me offer my bona fides⦔ she said. “What does Griphon keep on the mantel in his office?” “Rachel!” Revin said, remembering.#flexvss
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 11, 2022
“I was given no choice,” Rachel said, acidly. “Married off to a yokel in this backwater. And now I’ve become a virtual prisoner in my home.” “But you’re running a terrible risk. These people are dangerous.” “Things can’t get worse.” “Oh, but they can,” Revin said.#vss365#acid
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 12, 2022
Revin, well-concealed, watched while the guard grabbed Rachel’s face. He ran his thumb across her lips, while he smirked. She twisted her face angrily out of his grasp, leaving a smear of #powder on his gloves. He backhanded her, knocking her to the floor, stunned. #vss365
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 12, 2022
After they left, Revin emerged from the hidden room. He found Rachel at her vanity β the one thing not smashed and upended among the devastation β calmly restoring her make-up. “You’ve got to be #more careful,” Revin said. “Never let them see you sweat,” she replied.#flex_vss
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 12, 2022
Revin took another shift in the sewer. With a sledge hammer, he attacked the iron grate in the passage. After martial law was imposed, they could #no longer move openly & needed another egress. And there was little else to do. He cursed & swung again, kicking up sparks.#flexvss
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 13, 2022
“You’ve been down here in this stinking rathole for days, Revin,” Tiny said. “Have you made any progress?” “It’s starting to get loose.” “You’ve got a #screw loose,” she growled. “Here, let me.” Three deft swings with her powerful shoulders and the grate screeched free.#vss365
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 13, 2022
“You got to #speak with the Queen?” Margaret asked Tiny with wonder. “She was with Revin when I tracked him down,” she said. “She asked how many girlfriends he has.” “Well, he has a few,” said Emma and Dexy, holding his arms. Revin’s #mouth worked but no words came out.#flexvss
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 14, 2022
“But did you know he’s married now?” Tiny asked. “To a girl named Lidja.” Emma and Dexy looked at Revin reproachfully. “And then there’s his #polyandry with the Queen too.” Now Revin looked truly scandalized, but Tiny was unrepentant: “I saw how she looks at you.”#vss365
β Steven D. BREWER π³οΈββ§οΈ (@author_sdbrewer) July 14, 2022